valentines

valentines... here it comes again..

what's bad about it??.... NOTHING!!!
its just that i really find it weird whenever this day comes
in each year, people tends to be extra...hmmm... what's the word??!!!
CORNY? CHEESY? whatever..

i dont know about you guys but there's something about
St. Valentine's day that make other people go extra Ga-Ga
over their significant other..

but here's my take on it, i personally do not think that spending
this heart's day with someone who you think is special to you like
your BF or GF, ka-ON, ka-UM (M.U)is the only way you can enjoy
valentines..

im not trying to sound bitter here.. i also have spent my valentine's
with my partner discreetly, however, i also went out with my friends during
the night.. i greeted my mom, i sent e-mails to friends abroad,
and even texted those long lost friends from high school and college.

my point is, dont make valentines as an excuse for you not to enjoy it
especially when you're single.. there's a lot for you to do on this day
alone.. come think of it this way.. when you are in a relationship,
you tend to neglect friends who you havent been with
and things you havent done in along while...

then why not do those things, and call these people and spent time
with them, have a little chit-chat over a cup of coffee in starbucks
or watch movies together in your portable dvd.. instead of
crying over and cursing your Ex, because he/she ruined the day for
you..hey, its not the end of the world..

spending time with yourself is the most fulfilling task one could
do for valentines... think of yourself first, pamper it...
and be happy..

after all how one person can love you, if you yourself wont learn
to love the real you..

just a thought!!!

25 facts about me

i just wanna make "gaya" those
internet polls so here it is....



1. i was once teased as "butiki" coz when i was
a kid i was asthmatic, and there was this neighbor of
ours who told my mom that if she boil a house-lizard,
it would be an effective alternative to my medicines, i guess
that's true kasi nawala talaga yung hika, and thats the reason why
i have this tattoo of a "butiki" at my nape.

2. i have'nt eaten even a tiny piece of chicken
since i was 11 yrs. old because i have allergies.

3. my bestfriend is a straight guy and that's weird coz im gay.

4. i got kicked-out from a catholic school because i was
caught (along with my friends) smoking at the back of the school
chapel by my priest teacher.

5. i hate to see a wet cotton ball, it makes me wanna puke,
i do not know the reason honestly!

6. i still cant sleep without my "batutoy" (it is my hotdog-pillow
ever since i was 5 yrs. old.)

7. im a bit "claustrophobic"

8. not until i was 14, i cannot sleep without my
mom at my side.

9. i used to wet my bed while sleeping for about a
month when i was trying to sleep alone coz my mom wants me
to learn how to be independent.

10. i hate the letter "Q" because when i was still in
pre-school that was the letter i was having a hard time to
write, i always confused it for the letter "O"

11. my mom used to call me "tayok".. and till now
i do not know what it means (i think i should ask her)

12. during highschool, i had a crush with macaulay culkin, that's
the reason why i watched the movie "my girl" (his movie with anna
chlumsky) for 28 freakin' times, and i cried every single time.

13. my forever crush is river phoenix, when he died i cried alone
in my room (hihihihi!!!)

14. i love my dark skin, kasi i heard from oprah winfrey
that a person with a dark skin has 500% natural sunblock on
their skin... wala lang!!

15. i love the smell of gasoline... especially when it
is being loaded in the car.

16. i was once told that im going to be a successful
showbiz reporter kasi daw im madaldal.

17. the only life lesson i wont ever forget is
"only losers cry, and you are not, so dont" (and im not gonna
tell who told me that)

18. when i was learning how to drive, i accidentally bumped into
a police car, and my mom decided that that's the end of my
driving career.

19. since im an only-child, i used to think that my mom's
older sis is my sister too, kasi i would always hear my mom calling my
tita "ate" so nakigaya ako, and till now i still call her that.

20. i used to be a vegetarian.

21. i have 15 pairs of shoes pero i only use
3 or 4 pairs kasi nanghihinayang akong maluma sila.

22. due to a friend's birthday party, i sacrificed my eyesight,
kasi what i did was i sprayed a strong perfume in my eye, to make
it look like i have sore-eyes, and to earn a "sent-to-home"
certificate from my previous company's clinic, so that i could attend
the party.

23. i hate anime... eeeeeewwwwwwwwhhhhhhhh!!!

24. i love giving names to anything like my cellphones..
meron silang names na badong, tolome, pepper, anselmo, and recently
i named one "acquilino".

25. i love coffee and rainy days... perfect combination!!

it was a great weekend, but im still sad

saturday:


coming from the office, i had breakfast with my friends
jef, drea, and mau. we had different agendas after that, but
before going our seperate ways, we enjoyed an hour of fun,
food, and non-stop chismisan...

afterwards, i went my own way, to a place i'll dread
for the rest of my life, i do not want to go into details
about that because that would really make me sad...

i hated that day, it ended up so sad..


sunday:


im tired.. confused, sad, not in the mood..
i received a message from paolo saying that a stupid
person (whom i know) texted him, saying all stupid things
you could possibly think of..

went out with paolo for a couple of drinks,
im so glad i was able to talk to him,
it eased the confusion a bit...
we both got a little drunk..
but still the fact remains that my weekend
made me real sad..

im hoping this wont happen again..
coz that's real b*ll$h!%...

no regrets

hahaha..
im laughing my ass out...
iam alone right now, doing nothing..
so napagtripan kong mag-google lang ng
anything.. wala lang..

napagtripan kong i-search ang mga names
ng mga taong kilala ko..
like friends i havent seen for quite sometime now,
classmates from highschool, college, former
officemates, anyone at all..

its funny, coz everytime i would type their names
on the search box, puro mga profiles nila for friendster,
facebook, myspace, blogspot, at kung anu-ano pa ang lumalabas
then.. it came to mind to search for someone na lets just
say an "old friend" back in college.

and i found him.. (im not gonna tell his name)




i viewed his profile from a site (i forgot the name).
natawa lang ako, kasi it took me back to those
days when i was still so into him... grabeeehh..
kakatawa, i realized kasi na there are things
in the past na when you remember, it will make you
burst into a "supeerr halakhak"
but at the same time it will make you feel kind
of a li'l grossed-out, not because you regret those
things, but because of the fact that what you did back
then was really cheesy and corny.... yuccckk talaga.

but then i also realized na he became a part of my past,
and not to mention, i have learned a lot naman from him
and from those experiences i had with him..
no regrets.. though i havent seen him in a while, and
no news of any of his whereabouts, i can feel that he is
happy, and im hoping the best for him wherever he maybe..

anyway... thanks to you!!!

my anthony

i was riding the bus earlier going to work, when i realized na redhot chillipeppers pala yung nasa video board ng bus.... and since im a big fan of anthony kiedis, i was really kilig.. sobra!!

it seems like im back in college again, i remember kasi during that time, sobrang obsessed ako sa kanya.. i was buying their albums, as in all of it, i even memorized each and every song nila in the album, and when i heard that they're going to have their concert here in manila, talagang nag-ipon ako, but unfortunately since hindi ganun kalaki ang allowance ko that time, hindi umabot ang naipon ko.. na-sad lang ako...







and that was the time when i told myself na baka nga i wasnt meant to see him, so gradually nawala yung obsession na yun, until it came to a point na hindi ko na sya talaga crush..

pero sobra yung kanina...
when i saw that concert na pinapalabas sa bus, grabeeeeehhhh!!!
i regret na itinago ko lahat ng cd's and tapes nila, even their videos na nirerecord ko pa from mtv.. kasi i missed those days when i always listen and watch them...

i love anthony talaga... he's like the best ever crush ive ever had in the whole wide world...... wooohoooo.......

i miss mum

these past few days i have been going through some emotional battles.. and during times like these i do miss my mum

mum has not always been a friend to me, in fact there was a time before when i loathed her.. i hated her for being quite strict when it comes to studying,and maybe thats the reason why i didnt took it seriously that time, instead i shifted into different vices, i tried getting drunk each day, there are days when i do not go to school just to be with friends and drink, and worst of all, i tried drugs just to show that i rebel against her.. her being so nosy, of her being so pushy, or her just being the mother that i do not want her to be.

i even tried running away from home for quite a few times before, but mum would always find a way to locate where i am..

but now that i have come at this point in my life where i can say iam more mature, i have come to realize that mum was right, she was always right.

i miss the way she would preach me about things i thought i knew especially now that i do not have anyone to confide to.. i remember, anytime that i would encounter certain problems, mum would always lend her ear to me.. i can tell her anything, even my deepest darkest secrets, and she would listen without any judgment.

how i really wish that mum was here with me right at this very moment, 'cause just her touch, and her reassuring look would make everything alright..

just this weekend, i was able to see mum again but i wasnt able to talk to her about what im feeling, but the mere fact that i was there at her place,was more than enough for my mind to be at ease.

i felt mum's love the moment i step into her doorstep..
i knew mum loves me..
i know...

thanks mum... and i love you too even if i seldom tell you.

10

i am so inspired today and feel so grateful to the people
who made the past year memorable for me...
so i decided to write a post about the ten people who made
my year and here they are...



*raymond rodriguez, dinky soledad, and francis garcia*


my former officemates, they are such fun people to be with,
i dont think i would enjoy my stay at my previous company if not for them..
though it was not that long that ive been with these guys but the joy
of having them as my friends is such a blessing.. thanks guys!


*baby nicolei*


she's the new addition to our family.. may pamangkin na ko (sa pinsan)
actually nicolei pave the way para magkaayos ang mga hindi
magkakabati sa family namen especially my cousin clarie (nicolei's mom)
and my tita maryann, hope she grew up to be a good girl full of hope
and dreams.



*chase wave 39*


kudos to all the boys and girls and not so girls of wave 39
of prime dept.. i am so proud that all of us passed the extremely
"brainbleeding" training, now that we're about to apply what we have
learned, i hope that we'll still be able to incorporate fun in what
we do coz it'll definitely make the job easier for us.




*monica mella*

monique is one of my cousins and i admire her sense of maturity
even at a young age, there are many times na sya pa ang nagsasabi
sa akin ng mga dapat kong gawin. i would personally like to take
my hats off her because of how kind and generous she is to me especially
at times when im having trouble about some things that i should'nt
be bothered with if only i'll do it right from the start.



*clarie mella*


another cousin of mine, last year was memorable for me, clarie, and
monique kasi we were able to experience living away from our families,
we only got each other to lean on, and maybe that was the reason why me
and clarie had some issues that resulted to altercation, but still we
were able to fix it naman, im absolutely happy for her especially now
that she has nicolei in her life, i know that this year will be a good
one for her.


*6 boys from baclaran*


sila yung mga nangholdap sa 'kin nung new year.. maybe you're wondering
kung bakit sila kasama sa list ko... well its because na-realize ko na
nakakaawa ang mga batang ito, malamang nanggaling sila sa mahirap na
pamilya, and ang panghoholdap lang ang way nila para makatulong sa family nila,
im not saying na tamang gawing dahilan ang kahirapan para gumawa ng masama
sa kapwa, but, come to think of it sila ay mga biktima rin, victims of poverty
sabi nga nila. I realized na ganun talaga kahirap ang bansa natin, kaya marami
sa mga kabataan ang ngayon pa lang hindi makapag-aral at dahil doon ay wala
ring magandang oportunidad para sa magandang trabaho. siguro masyado akong naging selfish that time na naholdap ako, sinumpa ko kasi na sana ay mamatay na
ang mga taong ito na gumawa nito sakin, pero i have come to realize na maaaring
hindi rin nila ginusto ang mga ganung bagay, pare-pareho lang kaming biktima
ng pagkakataon, now ive come to forgive them.






*rowell relosa, bryan mendoza, and jimmy pomida*

these guys are my college friends, weve been friends for almost
10 years now.. and ive been through a lot with them, and im telling
you hindi lahat maganda, but the good thing is, we matured together, from
mga away-bata namen nung college until now sa mga konting tampuhan, naaayos
naman namen, we have learned na kasi to accept kung anu anu ang pagkukulang
ng isat isa kaya madali nang intindihin.. kahit hindi kame madalas magkita-kita
nowadays, i know that i'll always have a friend in them at ganun din sila sa 'kin.


*andrew sumang*


my former boss, he kind of became my friend during that time when i was with his team, but sadly, nagkaroon kame ng gap dahil na rin sa trabaho... but then i realized his worth when he resigned and transferred to another company, kasi
nung nagkaroon ako ng bagong boss na e mas balahura, bastos at walang respeto sa ibang tao ang baklang yon.


*my step brothers and sisters in antipolo*


last year ko lang sila lahat nameet, i was thinking na siguro that was the best
time na binigay sa amin but sadly, kung kelan kame nagkakila-kilala tsaka naman
nag-commit ng suicide ang isa kong sister, it was sad coz i wasnt able to get
the chance to know her better, but still im happy that i was able to meet her along with our other siblings.. may she find peace wherever she is right now.


*patrick paolo arganosa*


my bestfriend.. Chog has always been there, i know that sometimes its really
hard for him to understand me or me understanding him... kasi naman im so stubborn and often sinasabihan nya ko ng brat, pero kahit ganun sya at hindi kami lagi
magkasundo, andyan pa rin sya, i know na marami na kong nagawang kasalanan sa kanya
hindi na mabibilang yun.. pero kapag kailangan ko sya andyan lang sya lagi..
maraming salamat sa'yo Chog, i would'nt know how to survive the past year if you
were'nt there.. sana mas marami pang years ang pagsamahan natin, and ill do
anything para lang hindi ka na magalit especially ang mom mo whom i know na
galit sa kin, i hope one of these days i will be able to prove to them na hindi ako masamang tao. and im sorry sa lahat ng nagawa ko.


thanks to you guys... you made my life complicated but fun.

lakwatsa

i have always been a "lakwatsero",god knows since when...
ngayon nga medyo nabawasan na because of my job, medyo mahirap ang
schedule... pero if i do have the time kahit saan nalang, pumupunta ako,
kasi even when my whole body's tired, in a way it ease my weary mind,
parang outlet na rin pag bored or depressed ako about certain things
(especially now!!)

kaya eto ang resulta ng paglalakwatsa ko this weekend lang
with friends... kung saan saan lang...

the mcdonalds commercial that made me cry

have you all seen the new mcdonalds commercial???

grabe it really made me cry... i was watching tv last saturday when i first saw it and it immmediately broke my heart..

here's that TVC... judge it for yourself:

huhuhu =(

bibbo kid

we are finally done with our training for our new account sa office, we we're transferred kasi from a very easy account to a "brainbleeding" one...

so sa graduation rites, meron kameng parang award-giving ceremony, and one of the awards given was "bibbo kid award"... we actually voted for each and every award na ibibigay and then our trainer mike buera will be the one to announce it..

and guess kung kanino napunta ang bibbo award....

SA AKINNNN.... hahhaha...

may certificate pang kasama yan ha eto oh...







hehehe!!!! katawa diba?!!!
but thanks to my wavemates... appreciate it.

near death new year experience

i have never valued life more than ever, but not after my near death experience just this new year....

i was about to go and meet my friends in Makati to say goodbye to 2008, im kinda depressed about certain things so instead of welcoming new year in my mum's house, i decided to go out....

at exactly 9:30pm, i was on my way, i was texting Drea so as to where we're going to meet each other. before i left home my mum even told me "mike makinig ka sa'kin delikado ngayon wag ka na umalis"... but i didnt listen... i told her "ma i need this"... and she said "bahala ka"...

so after 45 mins. i was already in baclaran, waiting for a cab that would take me to ayala, but no drivers would want to waste their time being stuck in the traffic. so after losing my patience, i waited for a bus instead, ive been waiting at the stop for more than 20 mins. along with other people but still there's no bus...

i texted Drea and ask her if there's any other way that i can take on the way to makati without taking the bus or cab... but immediately after i sent the message i felt an arm around my neck and a home-made gun (sumpak) on the left side of my body, i was petrified, i could see that people around me was running away from where i was and no one was willing to help or to call for help, one of my captives said "wag ka nang lumaban" then one of them punch me in the stomach for 3 times (there were 6 of them actually).



i knew in that very moment i was going to die, i can feel the breath of death in my face. i closed my eyes and said to myself "god kaw na bahala"... but after a few seconds i realized i was alone, my captives are running away from me, i was dumbfounded, i then thought that "baka naawa sila at umalis na lang" but then when i started to look for my wallet and cellphone, i do not have it with me anymore... "natangay na nila" was all i could say to myself.

i do not know what to do, i cant think of anything but i know i was thankful to god that im still alive...

the first thing that comes to mind was to call somebody, but i only have 2 cellphone numbers that i memorized and thats my mom's and my bff paolo's number... i chose to call paolo coz i was thinking that mom would be furious because she warned me earlier...

so i asked one of the policemen "manong pwede bang makitawag sa phone mu, magpapasundo lang ako" and he replied "pwede text na lang kasi wala akong load eh"..
so i texted paolo to call the precint... natatakot na kasi ako and at the same time
im so hungry...

one of the police "runner" offered me some food sabi nya "ser kaen muna kayo baka magutom ka tsaka nagpuputukan na sa labas mamimiss moang medya noche".

but i didnt even welcome the thought na new year na, after a few mins. paolo called the station and i cried over the phone kasi naman i feel like im so alone, and at the same time im starting to miss badong (name of my phone)...

paolo said that he'll go to the station pero mga 5am pa kasi mahirap sumakay and at the same time baka sya naman ang maholdap diba...

so i waited till 5am, pero 6am na sya nakadating.. pagdating ni paolo tsaka lang ako narelieve kasi alam ko makakauwi na ko... haaayyy!!!

grabe talaga yung experience na yon sobra yung takot ko, lesson learned: sometimes you really have to listen to your mom.. minsan tama ang mga nanay... hehehe

to badong: im going to miss you, and ill be missing you always for the rest of my life sana ingatan sya ng mga nakakuha sa kanya..

x'Mas wiSh list

1. more time for vacation

2. less stress

3. more friends to meet

4. good health for mom

5. world peace

6. more time and love for myself

7. less anger, more love for others

8. less shopping, more money-saving

9. less GiMiK, more going to church

10. more years of life full of love, peace, friendship, and fun

the moment i saw you cry (for ChoG)

that was not the first time...

but that was different.

do not ever do that again...

coz i feel so guilty.

promise.. i wont repeat the same mistake..

but please do not cry again...







ANG PANGET MO KASI EH!!! hehehe!!!

C.O.M.I.N.G O.U.T "the chronicles of a closet queen" (for my Aeds)

Spell Coming out?!!

Adrian my BFWB, has been the "hiding inside myselF"
queen for more than 10 years now..
I was always telling him that it feels so good
when your family know that you're green-blooded, it helps
you to have a peaceful mind, and at the same time you're
free to do whatever you want to do without having to
think that someone might see you.



I can imagine how hard it is for Aeds to do it
because he came from a very conservative family, aside
from the fact that he is the only child, and to have a
bussiness-minded, focused, and goal-oriented dad like the
one he has, coming out might be something that you have to think
a hundred-million times over.

The reason why i wrote this post is because, I
received a call from Aeds saying that he's finally
decided and he's gonna do it. His dad will arrive from
the States for the holidays, and he thinks that this
might be the best time to do it because his mom wont be
able to make it, (he's actually not so fond of his mom)
so it'll be easier for him to let it all out, and it'll be
his chance to have a heart to heart talk to his dear father.

I was about to scream in excitement when i heard about
his decision..... B U T!!!!!!!!!!
he immediately followed that up with something like
"Gusto ko andun ka pag nangyari yun, kasi gusto ko na rin
sabihin kay dad yung sa'tin, kasi diba nakilala ka na
niya, alam lang nya barkada tayo?"

After hearing that, i was really furious, it feels like
i want to throw him "pacquiao" punches (good thing we're
just talking over the phone, pero kung hindi.....)
But what i said was...
"punyeta kang bakla kahhh!!, gusto mo pa ko ipahamak, e pano
kung jombagin ka ng tatay mu, e di pati ako na-kyombag!!!"
and he said "cge na pls.. kasi ill have the lakas ng loob lang
pag andun ka eh!!!
then i said "no way, deadma!"
then i turn off my phone...

I sat on my bed after that horrible phone call, a lot
of thoughts came into mind.
One of them was, maybe i do not really understand how it is
for Aeds to tell his dad about his gender preferrence
because i personally didnt go through all of that..
I didnt have my sit-down talk to either mom or dad about my
"kabaklaan" because our family produces gays and lesbians,
starting from my two "tibo" aunts and "bakla" cousins, so,
in short, every gender is accepted in the family..

I gave it a thought..
what if i accompany Aeds to the most awaited
gay confession of the year?!!
Will his dad throw all his balikbayan boxes to our
face?!!
its really hard to tell how to estimate his dad's temper,
because during our on and off BFWB-ship, i remember seeing
him for only three times, also we have'nt spoken to each other
aside from the usual "goodevening po" or "hello po", nothing
else...

That thought bothered me for like 3hrs..
so i told myself "im'na have to call Aeds"...
So i did... and this is what i told him..
"sure ka na ba? kelan mu ba sasabihin?!! Ok.. sige
payag na ko, i'll be with you, pag sinabi mu yon, pero
pwede ba wag na natin sabihin yung tungkol sa'ten, coz i
think that's gonna be too much for your dad to handle, right?
then he said "ok sige na nga, tsaka baka ma-grossed out din
si dad... O panu, we're good, sa dec 18 ko sasabihin, para
makapagpahinga muna sya..
i said "ok, ill wait, paghahandaan ko yan! haaay!"

I dont know what will happen...
hope it turns out good, coz if not ill kill
you Aeds...

I'll post about it, once it happened.
Goodluck to Us!!!

wish

my wish for you:



i wish for you to always have that smile

in your face, because with that, you are making

me realize that life is a little bit better each

day..


i wish that you will always find peace in

your heart, even when things go wrong and everyone

seemed to turn their back on you, coz im still

here...

and lastly, i wish that you will always

find happiness, even if not with me, because that

is how much i love you.



my wish for myself:



i wish that i could last a day without

thinking of you, because everytime i do, a lot of

things are running into my mind, like, having you for

the rest of my life w/c i know impossible, and the

thought of it really makes me cry.


i wish that you are not so sweet and kind,

because the more you do that, the more i fall...


i wish that the way you smile, you wrinkle your

nose when you're angry, the way you eat, you fart, the way

you sneeze, you sleep and your annoying snore, and everything

about you wont linger in my mind, so that in the middle of

my lazy day, people wont find me smiling with no reason at all..


and lastly, and the most impossible wish i have...

i wish that i knew how to quit you (just like the famous "brokeback

mountain" movieline hehe) because if i do, i wont be bugged

by all of these thoughts in my mind...


i wish i wasnt in love with YOU!!!!

L.S.S

lying awake.......
just listening.....




leave out all the rest (linkin park)


i dont know..maybe its because of the movie
"twilight" that's why i always have this song in my mind,
this is the song that i would sing to him, just in case,
i did something wrong...coz i want him to keep only me in
his memory, and leave out all the rest.

teenage love affair (alicia keys)



for him who's been my unforgettable first, the
reason of my sleepless nights during my adolescent years,
the one who open up my thoughts to sexual desires..and he
who will always leave a spot in that little corner of my
heart.. hope he's happy!

goobye to you (michelle branch)

for a friend who took his own life... it was so
hard at that time you've left me.. but i want you to know that
i have loved you and you'll be in my heart forever... i
know that you're now happy wherever you are.. you'll always
be a cherished friend.. till the day we meet again..

how to save a life (the fray)


you have been my bestfriend for quite sometime now,
but what i wont forget was the time we didnt talk for three
months, ive regretted it.. if only i have known how to take
those words back, then we wont have to go through those
altercation.. but now that we're okay again, im hoping for the
best, i may not know how to save life, but ill be willing
to save yours if i have to..

on the side of me (corrinne may)

just like the song goes... i may not be the easiest
person to love, yet you choose to be on the side of me...
that's enough reason for me to love you too...
PLEASE STAY......DONT EVER FADE AWAY!!

im not missin' you (stacey orico)


however may i try to deny it...the fact still remains
that i miss him... do i still love him???

the man who cant be moved (the script)




for myself....

like i said....

i'll wait

i wont eat

i wont sleep

i wont move

till you're here with me again.

bibulous

long weekend for me.. not because of the
holiday but because, i did a bunch of things
starting Saturday morning...the moment i got out
of the office from my shift, my officemates and i
went straight to greenhills for our dose of
a little shopping spree.. we went home at about
2 in the afternoon and i was at home at about 4pm,
i slept for a while, i woke up at about 7pm, coz
me and my best bud Paolo will be going out for our
usual weekend drinking session.. we were just planning
to have a couple of drinks and go home.. but after i took
my shower i received a text message from my friends in
Alabang saying if i want to join them for a get
together in Paranaque.. and since i have'nt seen them
for quite sometime.. i asked Paolo if he's okay with that
and he said yes.. so i replied and said that we'll be
joining them in an hour.
But what we didnt know was that we'll be drinking till
the wee hours of the morning..
I did'nt get drunk, Paolo was. (the previous post was enough
evidence, hehehe!).. we went home at about 7am
and i was asleep the whole day.. i did'nt even eat a
single meal throughout the day..
i woke up with a text message from a friend inviting
me and again Paolo in their house for another friend's
birthday celebration....
So Paolo and i met at about 9pm, and went to Jolet's house,
we ate, played monopoly while drinking tequila (take note: we have
3 bottles to finish and only 5 or 6 of us were drinking)
i was okay during the next 2 1/2 bottles, i was'nt feeling
dizzy or something, but when we are about to leave for
Starbucks, and the moment i went in Mon's car,i know that
ill be passing out, i sat beside the left door so that
when worst comes to worst it'll be easy for me to just
throw up...



And then it happened, what i remember was Mon had to stop the
car because i was about to go... i heard someone said
"that's okay Mike, let it all out" and i know that Paolo
was there guiding me and that was the last memory i had
with what happened.. i was really drunk..
I woke up in my bed wondering how did i get home?!!
so i texted Paolo and asked him about what happened..
According to him.. he brought me home, he rented a cab,
and he carried me to my room at the third floor..
i do not know what happened why did i get that drunk and
cant remember a single thing..

From now on i promise not to drink again... ever!!












(but of course.. that's a joke!!! hahaha)

i did it again...

i got you once...







then i got you twice......










S O R R Y CHOG!!
Just dont get drunk next time....
hehehe!!!!!!!!!