almost

desperate?!
uhmmm...
yep..i guess.

there are many times in life that you'll get desperate. im sure everyone of us feels that.

life's many aspects could sometimes lead to a lot of complications and mishaps. i have always been desperate. growing up as an only child, i was desperate to have siblings, which is impossible because my mom and dad got separated before i was brought to the earth.

during my teenage years, i was really desperate to have a place of my own and do anything that i want, but now that i have it, i want to go back and live with mom.

there was a time before when i was trying to get out of an abusive relationship, stop all my vices including drugs, but i cant because i felt like im going to die without that guy and his chemical supply.

recently i got my heart broken because of some stupid asshole, im still trying to get over it when i met someone that makes that organ beat again... but bullshit... he's taken!! wahahahahaha!!!

desperation seeps in when youre almost there, many times i wish that life has no twist and turn, but then again i realized that without it there'll be no happiness, no contentment, no challenges, no ME.

i guess we all just gotta have to live with it. as the song goes... its just a ride, sometimes youre up, sometimes youre down, but dont forget enjoy the ride.

im kinda enjoying mine... how about yours??