goodbyes

i hate saying goodbyes.. as i would always say, it is because i know that a new chapter in my life will begin, and of course it includes adjustments, which is probably the worst thing for me on earth...but goodbye is something we cannot prevent from happening, there are sad goodbyes, but there are also happy ones, but still it is goodbye, meaning somebody, or something is going to leave you or you are going to leave them.. like what i've been through the past couple of weeks.. i said goodbye to the following people and things in my life:

i said goodbye to my friends at chase:
for some unfortunate reason i had to leave the company and those friends that
are dear to me..

i said goodbye to some of my old stuff in my closet
i had to give them up, i realized that i have a lot of stuff i havent used for quite some time and ive outgrown them.

i said goodbye to HIM, whom i loved and still love with all of my heart for the rest of my life
i realized that if someone or something makes you feel unhappy, then let it go, and thats what i did... ill move on.

and finally.. and the saddest goodbye of them all...

i said goodbye to a beloved friend
he has to go...i know.. he's coming back home to our father and creator.. to my
beloved friend rafael antonio san miguel (1979-2009).. "raffy" to us your friends, you will always be remembered, i can definitely say that i envy you right now, because youre in a place where there's no sadness, no fears, and no pain.. i love you my friend, i will always keep you in my heart.. give my kisses to my ate and lolo... thank you for your friendship.